Coming From Within

Coming From Within

Heartily digging deep

In this spirited cellular heap

Hidden treasures we reap

As emotions inwardly sweep

Dust, off forgotten dreams

Lust, of abandoned schemes

Rust, of our silenced screams

Looking out from within

As we allow our others in

It is in here we must begin

Opening playfully, we grin

From within, I see you as a star

From here you are not so very far

Together we co-create what we are

Here, where Soul resides

The changes ride the tides

The waves turn into slides

Here where peace abides

Take it Lightly

Eclipse Reboot of August 28th 2007

Ultimate Source Support Services:

  I am forced to post a request to you for input data this
afternoon after hours of non-productive effort in an attempt
to comply with your program. The prescribed full system
reboot scheduled initiated by the procession of the planets
has left me frazzled.  I have yet to find my way back to a
fluid operating system after a complete defragmenting and
thorough disk check. My motherboard seems to be grounded
and my bios are up and running efficiently though a bit
sluggish. The power supply is steady and my internal memory
is intact.
   I was able to post up my bios and locate all my hardware
but then crashed before my Operating System could take charge.
So after a number of attempts, I decided to load up in Safe
Mood and sat quietly in meditation for a spell. It seemed to
help even though I felt like something was missing or
damaged, but I felt strong enough to face the day’s program
as long as I remained in Safe Mood. Time enough later to
recover the lost filenames or to upload replacement drivers,
I thought accessing the Recovery Console might help. But No...
Before the eclipse I admit to downloading a lot of new program-
ming relating to serious matters, such as 911 theories, One
World Order, Federal Reserve manipulation, Wing Makers, Blue
Katchinas, Zeitgeist, and other Integral subjects. I also had
just completed reading a fascinating book entitled “Transcending
the Levels of Consciousness” by Dr. Hawkins and was trying to
assimilate all the information about truth and wisdom that he
provided. It had confirmed my integrity and assured me that
letting go and surrendering to Source would turn out to be a
fine path to explore with my curiosity and wonder. He also
suggested that humor and alternative thought patterns would
help.
 So, I aborted my default start up routine and implemented
a new process path. I stopped at the golf course practice
zone on the way to work, pulled out the nine iron and struck
a few balls just to revive my long neglected swing. It took
a couple dozen balls to shake off the rust but before long.
I bounced one off the flag pole and felt comfortable and ready
to tackle the world. But when got to my equipment I tried to
start up again and was thwarted by randomness and lack of
direction. . So I just pulled maintenance and cleaning for
a while
    I’ve been wrestling with emotional data trying to find
direction in my primary relationship files. Sorting through
a lot of input, proofreading files and re-formatting images
has drained a lot of energy from my modules. I also scanned
deep into my CPU/soul over the weekend discovering new pockets
of fear and resistance while I considered a new path of service
for a much needed change of occupation. I was offered a chance
to be a care provider to a private household of developmentally
disabled fellows needing 24 hour control and exercise as well
as feeding and medicating. It did not fit with other aspects of
my path and raised a lot of personal debris and a sadness of not
being able to fill such a needed service.  But my Random Access
Memory is still functioning to capacity, and my file allotment
level is adequate.
 My C: drive was nearly full to capacity and I was looking
forward to the reboot procedure of the eclipse as a way to
refresh my overworked circuitry. As with all techno/bio
systems there seems to have been a random glitch that is
preventing me from re-establishing control of the unit.
The previous operating system seems to have misplaced or
re-named some files. Or maybe one of the DLL libraries has
been damaged during the reboot process.
 Well… my cursor led me around aimlessly without accomplishing
much of anything; it didn’t even want to follow the mouse. Some
file diddling and minor data transfers were saved and stored as
temp dat.files, but no income generating procedures were generated.
I had to close out of a program or two for lack of input and a
confused feeling just created energy drift and prevented flow of
resources to task.
 So here I sit pondering a blank monitor in Safe Mood, praying
for new circuitry or a patch file to start a cascade of fresh
data. I’ve got a call in to tech support but had to tune out the
squirrelly geek musak while I wait in Queue. It is hard to tell if
I need to refresh my drivers, load up a full operating system or
format a new hard drive.
 I remember reading that this eclipse was an important gateway
for those of us who were ready to step up and integrate the
fresh programming but I didn’t anticipate a faulty startup and
recovery. I’ve been treading on so much unfamiliar ground lately,
I neglected to build a back-up drive or place any bookmarks
to retrace my steps. I would like to upgrade to a new unit but
my guides just finished cleaning this one up, deleting useless
temp. files and promised me it would last awhile if I exercised
it well.
 Well I just wanted to post this to the FAQ pages and see if
anyone else had run into these or similar issues during this
eclipse reboot procedure. I guess if the screen doesn’t light
up soon I’ll try to flash my Bios and see if that helps……..god,
don’t let it be mole or a new virus……..
Any fresh input from you would be welcome!
Technically you,
          emptycloud